The “money
management problem” was upsetting Ed’s family and making
him feel helpless. He tried to quit gambling many times
on his own only to fail. “I have two brothers. Before my
mother died she had private conversations with each of
us. She told me to stop gambling, that it was ruining my
life. I wanted to quit for her, but even then, I just
couldn’t do it on my own.”
However,
eventually Ed did “do it.” With the support of GA, Ed is
marking his 30th anniversary in recovery. He’s had many
happy memories in this life …the life that he never
dreamt was possible. “Life is so good. It is 180 degrees
different than it was when I was gambling. I have more
self-esteem than I ever had. I have been able to cope
with unemployment, divorce, and a heart attack.”