At age
17, Steven intercepted drugs coming to his uncle’s
pharmacy and thus began his drug use. “A new drug
(benzodiazepines) was delivered to the drugstore. Within
5 minutes, I opened the bottle of Librium and took 2
pills. I didn’t take the 25 mg. tablets.... this was the
only time I didn’t take the maximum dose. I loved the
feeling. From age 17 to 56, there wasn’t a day I didn’t
have a controlled substance in my system... benzos,
amphetamines, pharmaceutical cocaine and other
stimulants.”
With a
self-deprecating tone, Steven described other people who
abused drugs by saying, "I wasn't like them. I only used
pharmaceuticals."